another month

Sorry I have not been keeping up. I have been on to readother Blogs but not time enough to write.
Holidays are coming... like you did not know. This is going to be hard this year. With Laurie gone and the extended family heading to Texas; I feel a little lost. Jim will be gone for the entire week and his family does not get together for Thanksgiving. That leaves my sister and I to only seeing Dad and their clan. I am sure we will have a wonderful time but it will be very different.
I know Mandy wants to get her tree up ASAP and we may do that on Thanksgiving or the day after in the evening. I love watching Mandy dress the tree, but it can be dangerous! She throws the non-breakable ones at the tree and hope they stick.
Some may want to know how I am doing with the fertility STUFF. Well, I am going to have my second round of "treatment" on Sunday. Please pray that it will be the last and that I keep reminding myself that God is in charge. My heart does not feel like it can take more months of hearing I'm not pregnant. it has been a long and full four years.
Wish me luck and God bless.